Tuesday, June 30, 2009

TRIGGER HAPPY TODAY ..

waa .. today, there's ICT fair in the lobby. and of course .. its spenditure time ... heheh .. so little ole me got to buy a 2GB micro SD card. Why do i need this card ... since my 'sweet' along lend me her A430 powershot, with 16mb storage capacity, capturing pics during my programmes .. can be quite challenging ..

muahahaha .. now i have a good storage for 1000 pics or 4hrs worth of movie .. muahaha ... happy giler .. and this to show how trigger happy i could be ... and to prove that .. my photographic skill is not so bad after all .. :P ...

view i can see from my window / balcony and sometimes caught sight of an eagle or two from here .. :)


where i will perch when wanting a closer look of the eagles or just watching the skyline or vying the traffic conditions for the day .. width about 1 feet. There's two perch area - one north-west, one north-east


Jeng .. jeng .. jeng .. some of the views from both my perch area ...







Views like these, makes you daydream ....

Monday, June 29, 2009

AND THE WINNER IIIISSS .....

Had a very, very hectic weekend.

A good half-day Saturday was filled with spring cleaning sessions. Had to say "BuhBye" to some collectdibles items (a.k.a collect+dusts). Some of these knick-knacks I can't even remember how or where I got them. Into the bins they went .. and yeah .. mom's all smiles seeing them go .. huuu.

Saturday nite .. went for a wedding dinner .. but not as guests .. as semi amateur photographer hehehe ... but I make sure I don't look like your usual photographer ... there I was garbed in sequinned black traditional dress .. and high heels too (mom sought of twisted my arm to wear them .. look feminine this time, she insisted .. hehehe .. 30 yrs too late mumzie).

And there I was, clicking away happily with an auto digital camera. But .. hmph .. somehow the results was not as expected, as berated 'nicely' by someone .. yo bro, next time give me a camera with stabilizer .. no one can hold a camera for straight 20 minutes without shaking ... especially when the room is cold .. :P

Sunday .. sunday .. sunday .. I love sundays ... :)

Morning, went back to P.Indah, dad's -hometown island.. about 45 min drive. This is my quality time with darling dad. And quality time for dad with his relatives. Island folks most friendliest, basically almost everyone is family or somehow related via marriage. But .. I had a wonderful surprise .. drove around the area just for fun .. and lo and behold .. a beautiful majestic site awaits me ... there he was ... alone .. looking tall and regal .. an eagle ..

He was perched on one of the trees .. felt like he was looking straight at me .. as if he knows .. was struck by how handsome this king of birds look ... aloft up high .. from time to time he looks around him .. alert .. on the look out .. How I envy them winged creatures .. wild, free .. the only rules that he follow is the rules of his Creator .. not the rules of mankind ... I truly envy his freedom ... Then he flew off .. with that sound that totally belongs to him .. no mistake about that ... tried to snap a few pics with me ole samsung .. alas .. dissappointed ...

I was so besotted with what I see that I didn't take any notice where I step .. and *piak* .. my slippered right feet stepped right on top of a .. "COWS DUNG" ... haiyaaaaa .... it is almost dried but some still got stuck under my flip-flops .. AND I JUST BOUGHT THIS FLIP-FLOP .. dang !!dang!! ....

Me and dad had a good 'masak lemak' lunch with one of the aunts .. :) .. love you mak ucu .. the best cook of the island .. hehehe .. we ate too much .. had to take a bit rest before journeying home. Reached home and got exactly 15 minutes to freshen up and drove to stadium slayang .. where my favourite team played against muar fc .. hehe ...

And yesssss ... my team won .. and the scream of support and joy .. somehow helps release the tension of the day .. hehe ..

And its time out for me today .. :)

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

RING RING ...

Ring ring .. oops missed that call .. press the call button .. hmmm .. music and voice mail operator.

Ring ring .. the phone shrills again .. picked up the call,

"Alooo .. I will be going for a job interview in a few minutes, please wish that, hopefully, I will got the job" ... Che Pah's chirpy voice was broadcasted through my old samsung clamshell.

A normal conversation right. And yet I felt so touch. I only know her for almost a year. We communicate frequently but not that often. Only met her like less than 7 times. Hardly buddies right.

And yet, I felt touch that she included me, amongst her many list of families and friends, to be updated of her most current situation. Its kinda nice to know that my thoughts and opinion counts. Makes one feel important in that person's life ...

And my response, "Yes, Che Pah .. I shall pray for you getting a good new job, happy life and a good potential spouse as well .. kah kah kah kah kah"

Monday, June 15, 2009

YIKES .. BLOODSUCKERS ...

On Sunday .. pretty ole me got a call .. Jom!! to the orchard.

I was looking forward to a lazy afternoon, lulling and day-dreaming by the small stream in a fruit orchard :)

And yet, lo and behold, they say, Jom! let's trek .. woohoo .. luv you guys for the invitation, dreams came true .. its been ages since I trek into these part of the woods.

As always, it feels like going home .. really. I always like nature, they don't scare me. So far, I've never caught a glimpse of any 4-legged predators. Once did come across a footprint of what could be a tiger .. but that's all.

It is not an ezy-peazy thing to walk across stream .. climb uphill and reach our destinations .. but satisfying nevertheless .. except .. for those bloodsucking creatures. That just clings and clings and refuse to let go till they could suck-in whatever they can from you (sounds familiar huh!!). As long as I don't touch them, I can ignore the fact that they are fattening from my very valuable 0.001 pt of blood .. hehehe

Can't blame it . It was created for a single purpose .. sucking blood. If it could talk, probably it would try hard to spew out my blood .. poisoned with caffeine and cheese fat they were .. :D .. too bad leech. Believe me .. I don't hate them leeches, but no love lost on them either .. :P. But can't help pitying the poor little creatures when they are being crushed after being pulled out from the skin they are so attached too (with a good howling yoooowwwww throughout the process),

Notice that the little leeches don't even have eyes, yet a sharp sense of smell (blood only)...
Well enjoy the view ...

Friday, June 12, 2009

AM SO ZEN TODAY ...


It was a lovely, lovely, lovely sweet affair ... after lunch went to the Zen of Secret Recipe, Sooka Sentral opposite KL Sentral. Aaahhh, the ambience is sooooo riveting. Now thats during the day time, am pretty sure it would be even more wonderful if its nightime.

Imagine, after a good traditional massage and facial** a treat of chocolate gateaux and flat white coffee .. aaah .. heavenly

**massage and facial session on Saturday .. woo hooo .. a 'SUPER A-WOWZER DE-STRESS REMEDY'.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

WOO HOOO ...

In less than 3 months, the moon of Ramadhan will arrive, and what does that means children .. wooo hooooo ... long holidays, food-binge-without-guilt and more excuses for new clothes and shoes .. wooo hoooo.

Whoops .. lovely ladies, don't forget, you need to replace what you are unable to do last year. Yes, ganti puasa [ sorry, not wishing to translate this one ;) ].

So what is my preparation .. wooo hooo.. something blue, something red brown, something abstract and sweet yellow .. hehehe ..

Yep, a colourful pallette of colours this year .. can't help myself .. hehehehe

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

JEREBU ...

Jerebu = Haze (dalam Kamus DwiBahasa Longman / Longman Language Dictionary 2008)

For the past week, from my room on the 34th floor, I've noticed haze starting to build-up on the city sky. Today it got worst .. I can't even see the silhouette of the towers. I've also noticed the doves making frequent stops near my window. Guessing that the haze is making it difficult for these poor featherly creatures to breathe while flying. They are always welcome to rest at my window .. there's also bird-food readily waiting to be consumed.

So .. what happen to me during the weekend .. after the good news and half bad news .. sleep is always the best remedy. Slept like a new born baby, I did. This is another close brush to death. What ran in my thoughts. I am still not ready to face death. Do I fear death? I would be lying to say I'm not .. Will I be ever ready to face it without fear? .. I guess when the time comes I shall know. And I hope I face it with calmness .. not fear .. embracing it and not try to run away from it.

So .. what do I do now? To ensure that those whom I care and love would be showered with more care and love. Sometimes I feel that I don't deserve them, my family, extended families and friends. Nonetheless, I will not turn away from these blessings that are showered unto me.

When I saw the thickening of the jerebu on this metropolitan city sky .. it reminded me of a time whereby my brain were also covered with the same kind of hazy effect ... which resulted to bad decisions, more bad decisions and worst decisions being made ...

My brain may not be as hazy .. but I still make bad decisions, at least in a much smaller doses compared to before .. :) .. hey, as the saying goes .. to ERR is HUMAN .. and I AM HUMAN!!! not a cat .. but I know I do have a kittenish-persona in me .. hehehe .. miao!!


A green rose .. to reflect the everlasting love of the UtMost Divine .. for you and me !!!


Friday, June 05, 2009

TODAY ...

The sky is blue .. the grasses are green .. the sun shines bright ..

Just imagine .. if the sky is red .. the grasses are black .. and the sun is as dim as a bulb-light-at-the-end-of-its-life-cycle ...

Which one would uplift your spirit and make you smile ????



and who should we thank to ... !!!!

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

IN THE NAME OF THE MOST INTELLIGENT ...

I really need to share this. Taken from the blogger http://magenta-made.blogspot.com/

Read on and enjoy:

A Conversation for Introduction To Philosophy Students

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD , the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Students to stand and . . .

Professor : Do you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young fella. Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student : Yes, Sir.
Professor : So, who created them ?

(Student had no answer)

Professor : Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son ... Have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, Sir.

Professor : Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No , Sir.

Professor : Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD , smelt your GOD ? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, Sir. I'm afraid I haven't.

Professor : Yet you still believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.

Professor : According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
Professor : Yes, faith. And that is the problem science has.

Student asks and professor answers

Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No, Sir. There isn't ..

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, megaHeat, white Heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, Sir, just the absence of it.

(There was pin-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre)

Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?

Student : You're wrong again, Sir. Darkness is the absence of something.You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light .. but if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness,isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it is, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?

Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?

Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?

Professor : If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, Sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going)

Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, Sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?

(The class was in uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?

(The class broke out into laughter)

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? ... No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, Science says that you have no brain, Sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, Sir?

(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it Sir ... exactly ! The link between MAN & GOD is FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.


That student was Albert Einstein.

THANK YOU ...

I thank the Al-Mighty for releasing me from a burden that I may not be able to carry .. for the the second time.

It is this. I had a scare last week, a scare that no woman wants to face - breast cancer. And it so happens that this is the second time I had this scare. The first time was a week before Hari Raya last year. Luckily, it is just a liquified-cyst as they called it. Just a syringe with fine needle is required. I had to go through the whole process - mammogram and ultrasound. Very costly too .. but thats not the point.

And last week, felt pain and there's a small zit-like growth and it broke within 4 days. Not wanting to put in further gorry details, I did what I need to do, and for the second time I face the White Cloak Shaman. Today is the result .. I'm free - sigh - relieved. But, the good shaman also said .. you are in the border of diabetes, take care. yikes .. not so good nor so bad news.

I shall take more more more care from now on. This weak yet strong and intricately designed anatomy needs it. An office colleague provide good information on natural herbs that would help me - lemongrass tea (teh serai - used by Israelians, serious no joke) and also ginger (more for ovarian cancer actually).

I may not have the darn cancer .. but hey .. twice a scare is not to be taken lightly. I definitely do not want a third-scare which may prove to be positive instead (in medical terms .. positive results means that the patient is to be diagnosed suffering from etc. etc.)

So natural herbs and spices found abundance in this archipelago .. holds the best medicinal properties known to mankind .. though the secrets has been lost for almost 500 years now (since 1400, the circa of Malacca Empire) ... it seems to emerge again, but at all the wrong places.
We asian should not only take pride in the treasures we have .. but we need now take ownership to it .. belajar kaji kaji dan kaji ...

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

WAITING IN ANTICIPATION ...

There is something I wish to write .. to share .. but it can wait .. a little while longer.

We enter life through the window of birth, dance through the path of living and we shall exit this life journey through the door of death. Life is meaningless without purpose .. and to date I am clearly happy to state I know mine (a bit though .. :D ) .. believing is everything.

As in Malay proverb .. Malukut Di Tepi Gantang .. even if I am just a malukut di tepi gantang .. I make sure I'll be the most chirpiest, happiest, profoundly noticeable malukut no one have ever known ... the most coool malukut .. I shall be .. hehehe .. happeeniiiinnng ....

Cheerio .. and the clock is ticking .. :)

Monday, June 01, 2009

DE PROGRAMME

Day 1

Ehem (clearing throat for a serious info sharing ... seriously)

At 9:00 am as planned, the second top management man came to officiate the program. [but before that .. went through a panic stricken moment becoz the OHP is not thereeee, no one informed me and late findings, the hotel provides at a fee of RM600 - argh leeches - but luckily Dr. V has one for contigency moments like this >mental note .. nothing comes in complete perfect-full package .. sounds like any human relations ... heehee]

The ice-breaking session went through great .. participation was 111% .. every one warms up but I was sweating as if I've been running for 10km not stop .. in my mind .. ok what else can go wrong ... By noon, every body is in fire-up motion ... enjoying their lunch ..

Afternoon session .. move them from a big room to a smaller room, went through well, no complaints too .. and my CAs are looking forward for tomorrow ...

Now I can breath .. aaarrrggghhh .. run home (drive lah .. I don't have rocket-powered feet), packed the bag, to sleep at the hotel for the next 2 days .... reached hotel, unpacked ... arrrrgggghhhhh ... I forgot the most basic essentials of essentials to complete a full clothing ...


arrrgghhh .. i forgot to bring my jilbab pinlah .. what else ...


Day 2

Fresh morning .. complimentary breakfast. Its Pantai Timur promotion, so a wee bit slightly heavy (sigh .. there goes my diet). Like Dr. V said .. a perfect diet is a C-food diet .. got it ... yes? no? don't get it ...

See-Food Diet = See Food Die-die must eat lah ... :P

Another good session day .. and my CAs are getting more 'active' in contributing jargons and innuendos and not-so innocent jokes .. chet .. shouldn't be surprise .. 70% of them above 35 years old, definitely not shy-shy lah .. furthermore they are amongst friends .. poor us 6 bulliable gals, red-ears for sure .. but of coz its only day 2, we hide our fangs and nails .. we purr before we roar.

Oo .. before I forgot, invited Nina & Hazni for traditional massage. Not me doing the massage-lah. There is the massage boutique in the hotel. So they came to enjoy them. I only book the session for them and later we had dinner at Semua House. Before that we went to a place near Dang Wangi .. happening area, forgot the name. Happy hours not for me anymore ... hehehe

Notes : probably I would consider massage-therapy as point of income when nearing retirement age .. Nina vouched I could be a good traditional masseuse .. weh .. dream on .. for ladies only :P


Day 3

CAs building expectations. building ideas. getting tooo creative. Funny lot but future programmes will be benchmarked on them :) ... sooo adorable these pakciks .

Arrgh ..what!! .. I don't need pakciks to act as my cupid, I can do well on my own .. bow and arrow in my hands, I just don't find the urgency to point and shoot yet .. arrrggghhh .. I am definitely not going to fulfill anybody's personal 'available' quota either ...

The session for today ends well .. all fire-up .. creative and innovative in presenting a quick change plan .. sayang depa ...

;) my activity tonite .. helllooooo .. Cik Nah .. jom dinner. Fuyooo .. two ladies sped to Kg Baru famous eatery area .. and actually had a good meal and chit chat on malay history ... :P Cik Nah, I am not the expert .. but I am sure I sound convincing don't you think and I love those kain tudung. Now where to find a matching purple kurung .. yikes .. :p

Day 4

Auld lang syne .. its so hard to say goodbye. Feeling so melancholic, dramatic, sentimental when at the end of the day .. one of the seniors amongst the state managers made this statement; "we appreciate what you've done and we will support everything you do".

It makes all the pain of planning and organising this programme worth every single headache and sleepless night .. so what if the boss appraisal rate last year is below satisfactory level. The rate is not going to be taken as measurement in the world after .. its in the faith that rewards will come in a different form .. never felt so appreciated like this .. am in cloud nine.

Happily go to car park .. WHAT!! .. Car won't start .. panicked for 3 seconds .. cool, cool, first put bags into the car. Chin up high .. go back to lobby (hmm .. I could ask help from cute concierge guy) .. but one of the program pakcik saw me. Why are you still here?? (sob story came-out, and and the back of my mind -definitely missed opportunity to talk to cute guy) ... so the pakciks help push and jump start car ..

Drive safely home .. car problem, think later. Mind racing with plans .. tomorrow morning go to office, do quick report, present to boss, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera.

I had the biggest smile stuck on my face till i went to sleep that night.